Open book number 1

You will learn something everyday and learning doesn't mean experiencing something new all the time. It means raising awareness. You finally realize what some people mean to you, how other's expectations affect you, how you've been living your life and the reasons for that, what's important for you and what is not. Every day that you find yourself alone trying things that just don't make you feel as good as you think they should, you learn. You see something's wrong, and taking action seems to be the only way out. Thanks God I realized this in a month being in Toronto - for 25 years I've been living in the wrong way. Now, I hope I'll have the strenght, the adventurer spirit, the open heart to do everything I expect to, to let go of the part of me I feel shouldn't exist and become whoever my heart makes me. Trust in God, trust in the Universe but live your life. Under any circumstances, live your own life!