Have you ever had the impression that life's got so uninteresting?
Music is the same everywhere. People are trying to be the same, or to be different, or to act normal, or to pretend they are.
It's just as if people were just too serious to be able to enjoy life. All of them working, being someone in life, believing they are what they do. Entertaining themselves without getting close to each other, always keeping a safe distance from everything. Acting surprised when they hear about a new virus, just as if people hadn't been messing around with the world. People acting surprised with new diseases, people trying to live longer and better. People that want too much. Just for the sake of wanting.
Why would you want to fly? Why would you want to build a plane? If it isn't for something more than just making money for yourself, well, how important is money for you? Oh, right... money is happiness nowadays... and fuck the purists or optmistic bastards that try to deny such a fact whilst their pockets are full. But even in this madness it is possible to be happy and whole, and fuck the pessimists that just want to brag about how the human being is or isn't.
Who's having fun tonight? Who's raising a glass with friends laughing the fucking life away? Who's at home with their family playing with the kids, cooking dinner, watching a great movie together? Who's actually feeling alive right now? As if, if they died at that moment, they would say that life was totally worth it?
I write for you. I applaud you for you are the ones that understood that nothing is needed, everything is chosen. You chose to get married, you chose to be single, you chose to live with friends. You chose to buy a house, you chose to live in a small apartment, you chose to travel your life away.
All because that was what you makes you happy enough. Not more, not less. All because you wanted to see yourself in those shoes, because it would be fun - with all the sadness and all the joy. Because that was your story and it was worthy to be told your own way. Because when people connected all over the world they realized that they weren't as different and unique as they thought they were and then everything seemed to be the same. But you know what makes it new? It's your own version of it.
And who do you want to be in it with you? And what are the places that you wanna see? Where do you wanna live? What is it that is going to make you feel alive, make you laugh, cry, feel?
My final question after this absurd cry is: How come that humans got so scared of pain? Of sadness? Why is it that we need to feel so protected? Why do we want to live so long? The world is not getting any better, life is not getting any easier so, if you are here, you better have a good reason for it. And living life is risky, but it has to be done by heart. Growing up, loving, building a family is just as beautiful and hard as traveling, fucking and drinking... and they even match... the point is, will it make sense to you? Will it be the story you've always wanted to tell?
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