I'm sorry I'm going over boundaries here - maybe I'll sound just too much, but I'll try not to be too dramatic.
The
hurricane news kind of freaked me out. The first thing I felt the
urgency to do was to send you that message and make sure you were all
right. And believe me, I would not hesitate to go there to make sure you
were okay.
Ever since the day I got back to Toronto, there hasn't
been one single day that I didn't think of you - and we've met twice. I
think you are an incredible person because you were great with me. I
remember that when I recognized you I felt incredibly nervous. And then I
wished that you would be alone for a while so I could talk to you and
so you did. I remember that you looked genuinely happy to see me.
I
remember we didn't have to make any kind of small talk. We talked about
movies, music and then you were also very gentle when you kissed me. And
then there was a silence. Also about kisses, it was incredibly cute
when your foot went up when I kissed you by your doorstep.
When it
came to you listening to me, it felt great talking to somenone that
didn't look like he was judging me for opening up right in the first
time we met. Because even if my life has been filled with unfortunate
events, they made me the man I am today and that is not a reason to be
ashamed or even hide. You seemed to have understood that.
As far as I
remember, sex was amazing and there's not much I wanted to describe
here - because I prefer to count on the opportunity to repeat that.
And
then there was this conversation we had in the bar about the fact that
we'd met before. Firstly because I tend not to talk about those kind of
beliefs on dates because most people wouldn't understand. But then you
mentioned it.
I watched Cloud Atlas this weekend and I must tell you
that I thought about that conversation a lot and I think it would be
amazing if you did too because we could even talk about it.
The
point is, even if I listed all the reasons why I find you so great, even
if I try to justify on the supposed fact that our souls met before, I
did think about you every day.
Right now, I just want to make sure you're safe and happy and say I think about the moment we'll see each other again a lot.
I
love your taste in music, films, food, weed, parties. I love how we had
such an awesome first song and that you got me the poster of our first
film, the way you showed to care about the fact that we shared special
feelings towards each other and that continue sharing these interests
and feelings was fun and felt good.
My goal with this suprisingly
long letter is to let you know how much I like you, trying not to seem
like a person that doesn't know what he is talking about. Because it is
important for me that you understand I'm not some kind of freak - but a
genuinely sensitive guy that likes you a lot and sometimes ends up doing
too much to show he cares.
I could only ask for your patience and
that you stay around, keeping me posted, sometimes having our fun chats
and keep on being caring the way we've had.
I hope you have a good week enjoyng the movies and the great company of friends.
Love,
Leo
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