Carta

I'm sorry I'm going over boundaries here - maybe I'll sound just too much, but I'll try not to be too dramatic.
The hurricane news kind of freaked me out. The first thing I felt the urgency to do was to send you that message and make sure you were all right. And believe me, I would not hesitate to go there to make sure you were okay.
Ever since the day I got back to Toronto, there hasn't been one single day that I didn't think of you - and we've met twice. I think you are an incredible person because you were great with me. I remember that when I recognized you I felt incredibly nervous. And then I wished that you would be alone for a while so I could talk to you and so you did. I remember that you looked genuinely happy to see me.
I remember we didn't have to make any kind of small talk. We talked about movies, music and then you were also very gentle when you kissed me. And then there was a silence. Also about kisses, it was incredibly cute when your foot went up when I kissed you by your doorstep.
When it came to you listening to me, it felt great talking to somenone that didn't look like he was judging me for opening up right in the first time we met. Because even if my life has been filled with unfortunate events, they made me the man I am today and that is not a reason to be ashamed or even hide. You seemed to have understood that.
As far as I remember, sex was amazing and there's not much I wanted to describe here - because I prefer to count on the opportunity to repeat that.
And then there was this conversation we had in the bar about the fact that we'd met before. Firstly because I tend not to talk about those kind of beliefs on dates because most people wouldn't understand. But then you mentioned it.
I watched Cloud Atlas this weekend and I must tell you that I thought about that conversation a lot and I think it would be amazing if you did too because we could even talk about it.
The point is, even if I listed all the reasons why I find you so great, even if I try to justify on the supposed fact that our souls met before, I did think about you every day.
Right now, I just want to make sure you're safe and happy and say I think about the moment we'll see each other again a lot.
I love your taste in music, films, food, weed, parties. I love how we had such an awesome first song and that you got me the poster of our first film, the way you showed to care about the fact that we shared special feelings towards each other and that continue sharing these interests and feelings was fun and felt good.
My goal with this suprisingly long letter is to let you know how much I like you, trying not to seem like a person that doesn't know what he is talking about. Because it is important for me that you understand I'm not some kind of freak - but a genuinely sensitive guy that likes you a lot and sometimes ends up doing too much to show he cares.
I could only ask for your patience and that you stay around, keeping me posted, sometimes having our fun chats and keep on being caring the way we've had.
I hope you have a good week enjoyng the movies and the great company of friends.
Love,
Leo