Being a foreigner has been so far the most difficult thing in my life.
I've learned I'm a control freak - everything I live, everywhere I go,
everyone I meet should fit this scenario I've established as a safe
environment. I couldn't ever be in a more challenging experience then.
There's absolutely nothing I can control. And don't be mistaken by the fact I know the language: I might understand the words, but the facts, the acts, the people and everything else is just a blur of unknown and I haven't met a single person that knew what I was talking about. It feels lonely, overwhelming and crazy.
You're gonna have to rely on strangers for comfort. A comfort you know will never be enough, but it'll be all you can get and you'll have to be satisfied with it.
People, friends, family will get different definitions and meaning. I wish I could write it all with every single detail, but right now this will do as a good introduction.
An introduction to my foreigner diaries.
There's absolutely nothing I can control. And don't be mistaken by the fact I know the language: I might understand the words, but the facts, the acts, the people and everything else is just a blur of unknown and I haven't met a single person that knew what I was talking about. It feels lonely, overwhelming and crazy.
You're gonna have to rely on strangers for comfort. A comfort you know will never be enough, but it'll be all you can get and you'll have to be satisfied with it.
People, friends, family will get different definitions and meaning. I wish I could write it all with every single detail, but right now this will do as a good introduction.
An introduction to my foreigner diaries.
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